The one that consumes my heart, my mind, my soul

My阿媽...since you left I've always been thinking of you. I always thought about how I missed you so much, how I wish I could see you when I'm awake and not dreaming. Today is the first time since you passed that I ever wondered what it would be like if you were still here. You were the Number 1 in my life. I love you so much.