So much has changed in the past year since becoming a mother. So much of ME and my battle to let go. To let go of the disdain for my mom and my MIL. To try and heal from my past wounds (to not blame) in order to become the best person I can be for everyone around me, especially for my daughter. I love her so much and I want her to grow up THRIVING emotionally and mentally - not just "ok" or turn out "fine". Becoming a mother challenges my patience, my ability to remain calm and not react in a negative way. I am trying to be more mindful and to emotionally regulate. To put into practice healthy coping mechanisms so that I don't do or say or think anything to cause others or myself suffering. To not place expectations of how my daughter should be.
Definitely learning to let. go. I pray to surrender every moment, every second of every day. Thank you, Jesus, for this wonderful life you have gifted me. I am eternally grateful.
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