Why is it that from time to time, when I turn on my laptop or computer, I feel really depressed? I don't know why, but it makes me feel disconnected to reality even if I don't even spend an hour online. Seriously...what's wrong with me? I have just begun to deal with my overwhelming problem of worry. Constant worry about things I can't change and things I have no control over. I also have a huge problem of letting any weird/creepy/socially awkward guy getting close to me (not because I'm mean and judgmental about who I'm friends with, but rather...I've tried to be friends with a couple weirdos and they just freaked me waayy out. Anyways...I don't know why I attract weird guys. DO I HAVE A SIGN ON MY FOREHEAD SAYING "CREEPERS WANTED?" BECAUSE I'M STARTING TO FEEL LIKE I DO. And then I end up blocking them on FB because I hate how they can see my whole life on the Internet...I don't know why I even add weirdos to begin with...I knew I shouldn't have added one of them...stupid stupid me), and if I feel like any guy starts to like me - even the slightest hint - I freak out and completely stop talking to them. Ignore to the max. I hate having the burden of someone liking me. I wish weirdos would stop encroaching on my life. PLEASE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.
ANYWAYS...WHY ARE THERE SO MANY WEIRD GUYS?? I know there are normal ones, but there seems to be quite a lot of weird guys too...
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